Sunday, September 13, 2015

EMPTY I COME TO YOU

Photo Provided By Kay Rowe


I am sure if you have been reading my Digging A Well 
Facebook page over the last few weeks you will think 
I'm crazy when I say this but there have been times
that I feel so empty.  I feel so inadequate and 
so unworthy of being so very blessed by 
the Almighty God.  A few years ago I was
experiencing one of those times.  I was 
scheduled to speak at a ladies tea and 
yet I didn't hear the Lord speaking to 
me so that I could speak to the ladies.

As I begin to beg the Lord to fill me 
with the words to say, he just left me
empty.  How am I supposed to stand 
before a group of ladies and act as 
if I know what to say?  How am I 
to present the gospel of Jesus Christ 
if the very one I am going to teach 
about isn't speaking to me and 
seems to be nowhere to be found? 

As I was driving to work one 
morning and praying, my prayer
turned into a song, which became
the theme of the bible study that I 
taught and was so thankful that he
allowed me to experience that time 
with him and know that the only 
way my life could be filled with himself
was to be emptied of myself. 

As I was driving to work Friday, I was
singing this song and began to weep.
The words I wrote that day seem to be
coming to life over the last few weeks as
the Lord swings open the doors for all 
the world to know, that empty I came to 
Him and he filled me with His grace.  

We are fixing to get with a team and record
this song so we can post it on this page.
Pray the Lord pulls this song together
for His glory so that all the world
will know that it's in our emptiness
that God's glory can shine the fullest.





WHO IS LIKE GOD

Photo by Kay Rowe


Who is a God like unto thee, 
that pardoneth iniquity, 
and passeth by the transgression 
of the remnant of his heritage? 
he retaineth not his anger for ever, 
because he delighteth in mercy.
He will turn again, 
he will have compassion upon us; 
he will subdue our iniquities; 
and thou wilt cast all their sins into the depths of the sea.

Micah 7:18-19

Saturday, September 12, 2015

WHAT SPIRITUAL WARFARE LOOKS LIKE

Photo by Kay Rowe
Poem By Sherry Long



I really feel compelled to share this because 
I believe we have been in spiritual warfare 
for years over this book.  Many of you know 
that my marriage fell apart, four out of five 
of my children walked away from God, 
and my physical body turned against me
and started rejecting me.  

In the ministry as we left locations we 
had made an agreement not to go back 
as many times when pastor's keep 
close ties with their congregations the 
new pastor's are not able to get their 
new ministry in place for the people 
still contacting the old pastor for 
ministry needs.  Due to all of this 
as my marriage fell apart and 
children left home I found 
myself with nobody to connect to
and the Lord knows we could never
share what was happening in 
our marriage with others so 
we find ourselves isolated from
everyone and then we find ourselves
isolated from what feels like God himself. 

As I felt I was in a hopeless, helpless
state Satan stepped in and also
tried to physically destroy my life.
I found myself at the point of death
and watched the hand of God reach 
down and deliver me from the
evil plan Satan had for my life. 

As my children began to stray from
God they began to experiment with 
drugs and other entertainments that 
Satan put before their eyes.  As this
happened the Lord has pressed on 
my heart that I am not to step in and 
scream at them that they know God and 
should be ashamed of living their lives 
contrary to His word.  Instead each day
I am to earnestly pray for their souls as
they belong to the Heavenly Father and 
he knows when the timing is correct for 
them to realize where they need to be
and to return to Christ. 

If I were to step in and try to draw them 
back they might falsely return to Jesus
Christ only to please me or their father.
When my children return to Jesus Christ
I want everyone around to know they 
returned because God showed them the
Power of the Almighty God in such a 
way they knew they couldn't stay 
where they are but they are drawn 
back into the family of God. 

Driving to work about twenty eight days
ago I was earnestly seeking the 
Lord to claim the souls of my children
that are not serving and the Lord pressed 
on my heart that the prayers needed to change.
I questioned the Lord on this because I 
feel I always need to earnestly plead with 
him for the souls of my children.
Again the Lord pressed on my heart, "I 
got this one, you need to pray but now
you need to get your eyes on something
different, you still need to pray but start praying
in faith instead of earnestly pleading because 
 baby girl I got this one."

This is so hard for me because I feel if I go 
out and witness to the world and hundreds
are saved but the children that I was a stay
at home mom and tried every way to cultivate
their lives don't ever see Jesus in me than I 
would still be so empty.  

So as I began to step out on faith and let God 
have this one, some mighty, mighty, 
things began to unfold before my eyes. 

As many of my Facebook followers,
co-workers and church family knows my
body was in great turmoil with itself.  I had 
gone to doctors and allergist trying to
find out what was happening inside my
body.  I couldn't eat food for eleven months 
without my body going into an extreme 
histamine attach.  As the breakdown started
we tried searching for anything that I could eat
We finally discovered that I could eat potatoes
and squash.  So for three weeks I ate potatoes
and squash.  We would introduce another food
and my body would flip out.  As time passed I was 
able to add shrimp at which time we were able to 
discover that if the food had no flavor then I could 
tolerate it.  Needless to say by this time my 
vitamins were depleted and I couldn't hardly 
walk down the hall at the office because I had no
energy, my HR director told me to leave one day 
and go see the doctor, so I called my doctor 
and she began giving me vitamin shots 
and wisely asked me to try baby gummy 
vitamins and see how my body responded.  
Dr Andrea McKnight, not only a doctor but a 
Godly woman was able to get me back on my 
feet and we were able to go on a search for 
food that had no flavor.

In my search I remembered a root that my 
father feed us as little children so I contacted 
him and he explained it was the Jicama Root.  
We added this root to my diet and the next time
I went for my vitamin shot, my vitamins were 
perfect, thus I started eating a portion of the 
Jicama Root everyday and found my energy
was being restored daily.  

As my body was also rejecting food it was 
also screaming in pain.  There were days
I could hardly walk the pain was so bad.  
My friends would say, Go take a pain pill 
or ibuprofen", but what they didn't understand
is my body wouldn't tolerate medication.
I did finally learn that I could use liquid 
ibuprofen and get some relief from the pain. 

During this time I screamed out to Satan one
day and I have had several people say, "Girl 
I would have never in my life said that to Satan."
But I was angry, hurting and knowing that 
he was behind this so I did I called his name and 
I said, "Satan I don't care what you take away 
from me or what you destroy, you can take me
to the point I am crawling on the ground but you 
will find that as you take me deeper into pain
and deeper into loosing my family I will only 
become stronger in the Name of Jesus Christ."
So if you choose to destroy my body then go 
ahead and if you choose to take all my earthly 
goods then go ahead but one thing you better 
know, I am getting stronger in Jesus Christ with 
every boulder you throw at me. 

My husband, sister in law and a pastor was
driving down the streets in Lubbock discussing 
the fact that I had talked to Satan this way and
I said, "Well maybe I shouldn't have talked to him 
that way, knowing he can release the demons of hell 
on to me, but it's too late, as I can't go back 
and retract the screaming of those words to him."

About twenty days ago we found that a pill I take for 
my thyroid gland has an emulsifier in it that was 
destroying my body slowly but surely.  God's timing
is so perfect.  As I called my pharmacy who had made the 
mistake in giving me the generic brand of medication
instead of the name brand like my doctor had plainly 
written onto my prescription they explained due to some 
changes in my medical insurance they would no longer 
pay for the name brand drug so they had switched me
to the generic drug without telling me. 

I started taking the name brand drug and my body
started healing.  I was able to tolerate one meal and 
a few days later I was able to tolerate another meal.  
After weeks now I can eat every meal and snacks 
between if I want them.  

Yesterday I was able to RUN up the stairs at 
the office and my energy level is restored.  My
bones are not screaming in pain and my organs
are happy and functioning properly once again. 

I say all this for you to see that had the Lord
opened the doors of my ministry during that 
eleven months there is no possible way I 
could have carried the load.  

Twenty days after eating food again, the Lord 
opened the doors of the Digging A Well
ministry to the point that anyone looking 
close or by far can see the hand of God moving
in ways that are absolutely impossible.  There are 
things happening all at the same time that could
never happen on this earth at the same time if I 
tried to make it happen with all my might.  

The one thing I learned through all of these
trials is that Satan was doing all he could do to 
destroy the ministry and my body because
he knew what God could do with it even if 
I couldn't see the whole picture.   

So as you pray I need people to start praying
that the gates of hell are bound from 
this ministry and as we go forth, 
we go forth in the name of Jesus Christ, 
the author, the finisher, the beginning and the end, 
the first and the last, the rock, the deliverer, 
the shepherd, the Holy one of Israel, 
the redeemer, the great shepherd, 
the cornerstone, the rock of 
my salvation, the lily of the valley, the 
bright and morning star, the hope of 
my salvation, the way, the truth
and the life, the King of Kings, Messiah, 
the bread of life, the eternal savior,
the designer, the inspector, the supplier,
the protector.  He is the everything we
need to take his word into a dark
and dying world.


  For my thoughts are not your thoughts, 
neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, 
so are my ways higher than your ways, 
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain cometh down, 
and the snow from heaven, and returneth 
not thither, but watereth the earth, 
and maketh it bring forth and bud, 
that it may give seed to the sower, 
and bread to the eater:
So shall my word be that goeth 
forth out of my mouth: 
it shall not return unto me void, but it shall 
accomplish that which I please, 
and it shall prosper in the thing 
whereto I sent it.  For ye shall go out with joy, 
and be led forth with peace: 
the mountains and the hills shall break
 forth before you into singing, and all the trees 
of the field shall clap their hands.

Isaiah 55:8-12





Friday, September 11, 2015

I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU

Photo provided by Kay Rowe 


For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, 
saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, 
and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
Then shall ye call upon me,
 and ye shall go and pray unto me, 
and I will hearken unto you.
And ye shall seek me, and find me, 
when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
And I will be found of you, saith the LORD: 
and I will turn away your captivity, 
and I will gather you from all the nations, 
and from all the places whither I have driven you, 
saith the LORD; and I will bring you again into 
the place whence I caused you to be carried away captive.

Jeremiah 29:11-14



Sunday, August 30, 2015

ENDURING THE JOURNEY





  Take a Deep Breath


ENDURING THE JOURNEY IS


a video that will help you walk


through the dark storms of life.


Whether your trial is a family


suicide, pornography, divorce,


whether inside the church or


outside the church Sherry's


personal testimony will help


you walk through the storms


and begin ENDURING THE


JOURNEY



Saturday, August 22, 2015

HOW BIG IS YOUR GOD?


A few weeks ago, I was praying 
and asked the Lord,  "Why do some people 
just not see you as the mighty God and 
yet others see you mighty and lifted up?"  
I've had people tell me that they don't 
even believe God exist.  

When I ask the
Lord this type of question I know that 
I need to keep all of my senses open 
and listening for Him to answer.  

The answer came today as I was purchasing 
some books for my grand children.  When 
you look at this photo does it appear that 
the black dots are different sizes?  They are
not.  They are both exactly the same size
I know because I drew them myself. 

As the objects in the photo grow larger the
black circle looks smaller.  The same is 
true in our lives.  If we allow the joys of 
life to grow out of proportion then our 
view of God becomes smaller.  

The scripture says that in the last days men
will become lovers of themselves instead
of lovers of God.  It also said that there would 
be a strong delusion that would keep people
from seeing who He really is because of 
their love of themselves and life's pleasures.  

Have you allowed all of technology and the
knowledge of this century to keep you from 
really seeing how big God is?  God has never 
changed His size.  He has remained the same 
all through the years.  

He is just as great and powerful today 
as he was in Moses and Noah's time.  If
we allow other things to rule and reign in 
our hearts daily He will become smaller and 
smaller to us.  That doesn't change Him, it 
only changes our prospective of Him. 

JOB 26:11-14
The pillars of heaven tremble and are 
astonished at his reproof.   He divideth the sea 
with his power, and by his understanding 
he smiteth through the proud. By his spirit he 
hath garnished the heavens; his hand hath 
formed the crooked serpent. Lo, these are parts 
of his ways: but how little a portion is heard of him? 
but the thunder of his power who can understand?






Tuesday, August 18, 2015

CURRENT OF FEARS OR WAVES OF HOPE

You can let the currents of your fears pull 
you down into the depths of the sea of despair,
 or you can ride the waves of hope,
enjoy the view, and possibly 
reach the heights of your potential.

Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; 
for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, 
I will help thee; yea, I will uphold 
thee with the right hand of my righteousness. 

Isaiah 41:10