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Come into the holy of holies! This is a
statement that will either woo you
in or
will cause you to run in fear.
When we
enter into the presence of the Holy One it
makes us lay aside
all of our selfishness,
our desires and ambitions in order to
make way for His
desires and ambitions
for our lives.
For several years now I have had people
talk to me
about writing another book
but the passion was not there, The passion
I had was set in a different
direction.
My passion at the time was to
give hope
to the hurting people I met daily as I was
taking the train to work, and to carry
the light of Christ to the world
closet
to me.
For those of you who have never written
a book, this
is something that becomes
nearly impossible to do while working a
full time job
and being deeply involved
in the ministry of our church.
So when the question was asked, each
time I would let them
know that the
Lord had led me to write the two books
I had written; but he was
not leading me
to write anything besides those two books.
I was thoroughly convinced that the Lord
was
not going to lay it on my heart to write
another book. After all, I still haven’t
been able
to wrap my mind around the fact that I have
written two books already
much less the fact
that the Lord would desire me to write
anything more for
him.
Then driving to work one day I felt the
Lord start
weaving the idea into my heart.
I pushed
it aside due to the fact, there is no
possible way I can write another book
while
holding down a full time job, especially one
that I am on the road for
close to an hour
going to work and then returning.
Months later the desire began to be
weaved deeper into
my heart and with me
being the person that I am, I pushed it
aside wondering
how in the world I
could be having this desire to write again.
Writing a book is one of the most time
consuming, difficult things for myself since
I am not a natural writer and
although I can
spell much better than I could years ago, I
still struggle with
grammar and the overall
concept of writing.
The one thing I didn’t struggle with too
long, is the
fact; if the Lord continues
to lay something on my heart that I come
to the
understanding that all else will be put
on hold until I follow the will of the
Father.
If he chooses for me to write a
book, then
he will do all the fine tuning of my life
in order to bring it to fruition. That
doesn’t’ mean I will enjoy every
moment
of the changes taking place.
It does mean, as He makes the changes
in my
life, He is going to fill the empty
spots with the right things in order
to bring
about His plan, and it will be a beautiful thing
that takes place when he
brings it to past.
What I must be willing to do is set
aside my personal desires and come
boldyly into the holy of holies, by the
blood of the lamb and ask the Lord to
use this book for His glory.
Having therefore, brethren, boldness to
enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus,
By a new and living way, which he
hath consecrated for us, through
the veil, that is to say, his flesh;
And having an high priest over the
house of God; Let us draw near with a
true heart in full assurance of faith,
having our hearts sprinkled from an evil
conscience, and our bodies washed
with pure water. Let us hold fast the
profession of our faith without wavering;
(for he is faithful that promised;)
And let us consider one another
to provoke unto love and to good
works: Not forsaking the assembling of
ourselves together, as the manner of some is;
but exhorting one another: and so much
the more, as ye see the day approaching.
Hebrews 10:19-25